omg.
barusan aku buka twitter, dan liat tweetsnya @Brandon_lilhero.
check it out HERE.
jadi, malem ini brandon bakal mempersembahkan tariannya buat ce mela.
iya, ce mela. :')
ga terasa, ternyata udah dua tahun dia pergi.
ohya, di tweet itu, aku nemu url blog yang ngebahas ce mela.
click it HERE.
ohmygod.
so touching. :')
anyway, this is gonna be a really great moment to remember her.
“Emily, bisakah kau berjalan sedikit lebih cepat daripada seekor siput?” Seorang pemuda berhem putih menepuk pundakku, membuatku sedikit terhentak. “Ayolah!”
“Kak Edward.” Aku menatap kakakku itu dengan sorot mata kesal. “Dan untukmu, bisakah kau tidak terlalu melebih-lebihkan?”
“Sebaiknya kau lihat dirimu sendiri sebelum berkata begitu.” Ia tertawa—setengah geli, setengah jengkel. “Sudah berapa banyak orang yang hampir kau tabrak sejak masuk bandara ini? Dan, yang paling parah—sudah berapa kali kopermu sendiri hampir terlepas dari tanganmu?”
Kali ini aku mendesah. Benar juga. Pagi ini aku sempat melihat bayanganku di cermin sesaat sebelum mama meneriakiku untuk bergegas. Sebuah pemandangan yang cukup mengerikan, dengan kantung mata menghitam dan wajah pucat—khas orang tidak tidur semalaman.
“Yeah!” Kak Edward tiba-tiba berteriak, kemudian bersiul. “Kau bahkan kembali melamun lagi, entah untuk keberapa kalinya.
“Terserah,” ujarku letih. Sekarang aku tidak lagi membantah karena aku tahu Kak Edward benar. Aku tidak akan jadi begini, kecuali... Kecuali... Ya, sudahlah.
“Ehm.” Dalam sekejap kakakku itu sudah berdiri tepat di sampingku, kemudian berdeham. “Kau... Ehm, bermimpi lagi?”
Aku memutar bola mataku. “Ya. Kenapa? Bukankah itu wajar?”
“Hei, biarkan aku selesai bertanya.” Ia tersenyum tipis. “Dan apakah mimpi itu mimpi yang sama?”
Mulutku terkunci untuk beberapa saat. Rasanya tubuhku mengejang seketika. “Oh, seharusnya aku tahu kalau aku tak akan bisa bersikap biasa-biasa saja padamu.” Aku menarik nafas panjang. “Ya, ya. Kau benar.”
“Emily...” Kali ini giliran Kak Edward yang mendesah. Ia menatapku letih. “Bukankah sudah kukatakan kepadamu berulang kali? Kau tidak bisa hanya terpaku pada masa lalumu saja! Ayolah, jangan bersikap seolah-olah hanya ada satu lelaki saja yang tersisa di muka bumi ini.”
“Yah, terserah kau saja.” Aku mengerucutkan bibirku, menatapnya setengah kesan dan setengah terharu karena rupanya ia peduli. “Perasaan laki-laki dan perempuan memang tidak sama. Kau tak akan mengerti.”
“Well, mungkin kau memang benar.” Ia berhenti melangkah, menatap langsung ke kedua bola mataku. “Tapi ada satu hal yang kutahu, rasanya tidak akan enak ketika kau menunggu hal yang tidak pasti. Dan telah hilang.”
“Hei!” Aku balas menatap matanya. “Dia tidak hi—“
“Astaga, kalian ini.” Tiba-tiba suara seseorang memotong kalimatku. Mama. “Emily, Edward, ada baiknya kalian berjalan lebih cepat, atau taruhannya, kita akan ketinggalan pesawat pagi ini.”
Kuraih tangan Kak Edward untuk melihat jam yang melingkar di tangan kirinya. Pukul 07.03. Benar kata mama, kita bisa terlambat. Bahkan, papa sendiri sudah berjalan agak jauh dari tempatku dan Kak Edward berdiri. Kami harus segera bergegas.
“Emily...”
“Sudahlah, Edward.” Mama mulai menatap Kak Edward kesal. “Cepatlah. Kau bisa berbincang dengan adikmu setelah kita menyelesaikan semuanya.”
Kak Edward langsung mengunci mulutnya. Bisa kulihat sebelah matanya melirikku kesal.
Aku balas meliriknya, memberikan senyum kemenangan. “Ssstt,” ujarku pelan sambil meliriknya tajam. Sesaat kemudian aku nyengir.
Oh, kali ini aku cukup beruntung. Kak Edward tidak perlu membahasnya lebih lanjut.
i made a new story! :)
a novel, inspired by this quote.
Giving up doesn’t always mean that you are weak, sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.
found it on twitter, it's @teenloveequotes's tweet. :)
anyway, i've done with the prologue!
check it out... now! :)
what's that?
password?
numbers combination to solve a mystery?
NO.
hahaha.
22.07.10 means 22nd July 2010.
yeah, i typed it on my phone so that i can remember it. :)
that's the date when...
i sent my short story--The Last Goodbye--to Jawa Pos.
YAY!
finally.
that means, i've TRIED to make my #julywish* comes true.
try, doesn't mean that i've published it, but that makes me happy enough.
*#julywish: publish my writings!
btw, abbey angel and I are waiting for this upcoming august.
i'm waiting for notification from GagasMedia whether my short story--Bayangan Nyata--is published or not, while they're waiting for the announcement whether they win the competition or not.
well, it's kinda video competition.
they made videos for, ehm, Justin Bieber.
if they win, that video is gonna be watched by Justin Bieber.
am I right or not? -_-
anyway, may this upcoming august brings luckiness to us! :)
BACK!
this day was such a long day.
trust me.
pagi2 bangun, dan kaki rasanya udah sakit semua. -__-
well, siapa lagi "most wanted"nya kalau bukan mr rendra?
hahaha.
kemarin kita disuruh lari gedung sekolah 7x.
catatan: pertama kali olahraga setelah libur panjang, dan ini adalah sekolah baru. :P
setelah sekolah, guess what?
how great i am, i learned piano.
ha-ha, it's too diligent for me.
asal tahu saja, sebentar lagi saya ujian (lagi), dan kalau ga main piano tiap hari, perjanjiannya adalah tidak ada modem di malam hari.
wow.
i know this is the best for me, but... o.o
setelah itu, ada waktu 30 menit untuk tidur siang.
hahaha.
i just realized how precious time is. :P
hahh.
jam lima teng, alarm berbunyi nyaring, dan TADA!
yeah you're right.
i gotta go to have my mandarin lesson.
well, great.
tapi kalau orang bilang semua ada waktunya sendiri, itu emang bener.
setelah selesai les, akhirnya!
i can smile widely and internet-ing here.
hahaha.
sekarang lagi chat sama abbey clara, and seems like they're gonna sleep at 9.
and me?
i'm alone.
ha-ha-ha.
btw, i bring a good news!
setelah tertunda lamaaa sekali, bahkan berbulan-bulan...
akhirnya besok aku mau ngirim cerita ke jawapos.
yeah.
semua udah siap kecuali nomor rekeningnya, dan aku bakal minta ke mama setelah ini.
WOOHOO!
p.s: sleep tight, abbey angel clara, sweet dream, about... *** :)
yeah, school started this day.
well, what should i say?
i love my school's new building.
and also my classmates. :)
almost everything's enjoyable, except...
THE AIR CONDITIONER.
my form teacher is Mr. Hadi.
wow. o.o
i still remembered, when he entered the class and gave us the introduction.
"WELCOME TO AQUARIUM CLASS!"
ohyeah.
that's totally right, mr. -___-
anyway, i'm in 9A and our president class is Davin.
the admin is Jacqueline.
and last, the exchequer is...
*teng teng teng*
NADIA PUTRI!
oh, i love it.
okay...
nothing to say anymore. :)
bye-bye.
p.s: add mr hadi's new facebook acc, "mrhadisays hi"! but he wont confirm you if you're not in 9A Community. hahaha. joke. :P
back!
hahaha.
i was online this afternoon, but so sorry i cant update my blog.
there's lots of things that i have to fix. :P
anyway, he watched my video last night after dinner.
then, he entered my bedroom and hug me. :')
it feels great to know that he love it. :)
btw, school will start tomorrow, monday.
i was happy to know that angel and clara are in the same class with me. :)
but it's not complete enough cause abbey and fanie aren't. :'(
okay, that's all.
feels like there's nothing tosay anymore. :S
sayonara!
hey guys, let's sing together! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY!
hahaha.
yeah, finally, the video's finished.
I made it at 10p p.m, then finished at almost 12.
wow.
he hasn't watch it, cause we're having dinner now with some of his friends at Platinum Grill. :)
and, guess what?
one of his friend's daughter is justi bieber's fan!
she doesn't stop talking about him.
and also singing the song "Baby". :S
oh, no.
anyway, I'll update my blog soon when I'm on computer. :)
see ya.
sorry for the late post.
anyway, i'm gonna tell you about my birthday celebration.
well, maybe it's not a too-long-post, but okay...
enjoy! :D
so I went to Supermall after school on tuesday.
with abbey, angel, clara and fanie. :)
hahaha.
AGAIN!
makan di pizza hut, dengan soundtrack tawa bapak2. -_____-
dan merupakan ide mereka untuk memfoto setiap makanan yang datang.
ngik ngik ngikk.
foto selengkapnya ada di hapenya abbey, dan nggak semuanya saya kirim.
eh, honestly, cuma ini seh yang aku kirim. :P
HA HA HA.
kay, back.
setelah itu, nonton Eclipse.
ngik ngik ngikk.
wkakak.
speechless wes.
no comment. :P
setelah itu, udah jam setengah 5.
yahh.
the day ended.
how quick?! o.o
p.s: waiting for the balloon baby!
wow.
what a great day. :)
first of all, i wanna say to all of you, thanks for all the best wishes.
i'm lucky to have this kind of family and friends around me.
and, i'm definitely proud of you guys. :')
let's start with yesterday.
hahaha.
kemarin, konyol sekali. -____-
jadi, kemarin mama dan papa ngira kalau udah tanggal 11.
trus, pagi2 mereka bangunin aku, ngucapin happy birthday, dan menyodorkan sekotak kado.
aku, dengan mata masih 5 watt, menjawab, "lho, bukannya ini masih tanggal 10?"
hahaha.
and the birthday greetings started from 00.01 a.m.
"..." sms aku.
"masih inget aku?"
HA-HA-HA.
yeah, kelelawar, tentu saja saya ingat, and everything's okay at the end. :)
lalu, pagi harinya, saya kembali dibangunkan, persis seperti skenario kemarin pagi!
hahaha.
terus turun, dipaksa papa mama cepet buka hadiahnya.
pas aku pegang kotaknya, gila ringan banget?
hahaha.
jangan-jangan aku dikerjain. o.o
dan... YA!
yang ada hanya sebuah kotak dengan amplop di dalamnya.
then, i opened it.
3...
2...
1...
WKAKAKAK
ngakak.
dan terharu. :')
aww, mom, dad...
you both are so creative.
hahaha.
mereka bener2 tahu apa yang aku pengen :)
hahaha.
BIG THANKS FOR YOU, MY AWESOME PARENTS! :')
ILY.
selanjutnya, ini adalah hadiah dari van-van.
woohoo!
yang ini, aku sendiri yang pilih.
hahaha.
katanya dia aku boleh milih satu novel trus dia yang bayar.
hahaha.
how cute!
ILY bro.
dan hadiah yang satu ini, hadiah yang paling simple dan paling special.
kenapa?
karena... diimport langsung dari Singapore!
HAHAHA.
thank you!
nice pic.
huh? my face?
hahaha.
sebenernya mau dijadiin profpic fb, tapi gatau tuh, daritadi loading lama banget. -______-
thanks again anyway.
ILY too. ;)
jadi, setelah gereja, kita makan di prima rasa.
ohya, my huge popcorn!
hahaha. (Y)
then, pergi ke supermall.
we did some usual things, lalala, then went back home. :P
really.
WHAT A GREAT DAY.
once again, wanna say it loudly...
"THANKS FOR ALL THE BEST WISHES, GUYS! I LOVE YOU!"
WOHOO!
abbey, angell and me watched Despicable Me this afternoon.
aww, i love kevin! :)
so they came to my house at 8.
eh, angell is a little bit late. :P
then, we did some crazy things, they wanna make a video clip but it's canceled.
then, went to supermall at 11.30.
we were pretty hungry, so we had our lunch, bandeng presto.
aaa we were so disappointed because our plan to eat "...." was canceled.
WKAKAKAKAKAK.
you guys know what i mean! :D
then, we watched Despicable Me for about two hours.
then, ate froyo, and karaoke. :P
finally the video clip wasn't canceled anymore!
lovelovelove! ;)
then, i went back home.
eh, no, i joined mandarin lesson. -_______-
great. ==
i love this day!
hahaha.
kevin made my day!
wahahaha.
btw, she had watched my video.
woohoo!
i love her reaction. :D
last, i'm gonna send my short story ASAP.
yeah, i've made my decision, the title is The Last Goodbye. :)
wish me luck!
p.s: school starts on moday. hah, i'm just afraid that i can't wake up early. -_____- hahaha.
GOOD!
SUPER DUPER GOOD! :D
well, if i said that i got some inspirations for my SS when she was gone last 2 days, i really did. :)
consists of 940 words, and the maximum for jawapos is 1000.
pretty good. ;)
so, i'm gonna send it ASAP.
WOOHOO!
BUT!
i still confuse for the title. -____-
i asked for helps and abbey said "The Last Goodbye".
that's a good idea, i think.
but, still confuse.
somebody help me? :'(
p.s: thank you.
this is such a long day.
oookay.
she's gone.
we went to airport at 3.
dia pergi dengan pasukan teman-temannya yang tiba2 meramaikan rumah, saya dan mama berangkat sama tetangga.
papa udah di Spore.
van2 tinggal.
wkakakak.
di sana, mereka meramaikan airport, blablabla, dan semuanya tampak fine2 saja.
well, i dont feel anything yet.
aku merasa ini bukan sinetron indonesia yang perlu nangis bombay tujuh hari tujuh malem cuma karena saudara kita pergi ke negara tetangga.
wkakakak.
yeah, jadi cuma foto2, makan, meramaikan airport. -_____-
this what i gave to her:
FRONT.
BACK.
woohoo!
i wrote "sayonara, sista!" on the cd.
she got lots of presents from her friends, and i think the most simple one is mine.
OHYEAH! :D
hahaha.
p.s: tell me when you've watched it, kay? :)
flashback...
sebenernya pertama kali aku bukan mau ngasih cd ini.
ada banyak ide sebenernya.
aksesoris jepit, tapi aku ga jj kemana2.
scrapbook, no enough time.
print out Setetes Embun Malam, males.
akhirnya...
setelah ke uranus waktu itu dan melihat sebuah case cd di rak sana, akhirnya terlintas juga ide ini.
hahaha.
ide ini sebenernya pernah aku kasih ke mama juga waktu ultah.
tapi, yang kali ini beda.
aku ngedit pake Windows Movie Maker.
for the first time!
HAHAHA.
video dengan durasi hampir lima menit, dengan soundtrack Leaving On A Jetplane.
diisi dengan gambar candid dan video konyol karya saya.
wekk.
ohya, i just tweeted her.
and updated my status.
hahaha.
ohya, tentang camp dua bulan itu, sebenernya cuma jokenya mama.
kita kan lebaran ke sana, jadi anggep aja cc cuma camp dua bulan jadi ga ketemu kita. :S
get it?
kay, back.
"delayed" on the screen became "waiting room".
she gtg.
dan, sinetron indonesia pun dimulai.
wkakakak.
diiringi lambaian tangan kita, dia masuk.
semakin jauh ke dalam sana, pandangan kami mengikutinya.
semakin lama, ia kian tenggelam, bayangannya pergi tak berbekas. :')
WKAKAKAK.
kayak gitu bukan sinetron indonesia?
hahaha.
ga seh.
itu sih puisi gagal. ==
then, semuanya yang tampak biasa2 saja mendadak jadi emosional.
hahaha.
bayangannya yang ga berbekas itu menandakan kepergiannya selama 7tahun.
HAHAHA.
stop it, jess.
ngakak aku bacanya sendiri. ==
terlalu berlebihan. -______-"
tapi, yah, mungkin kira2 seperti itu.
mungkin.
ohya, luckily, we didn't cry at all!
WAHAHAHA.
seriously.
how great we are?
hahaha.
camp dua bulan aja, what's the matter? ;)
kay, setelah itu, kita pulang.
udah ngantuk, capek, masuk kamar.
meja belajar masih berantakan, bantalnya masih tergeletak sembarangan.
tapi sekarang, salah satu penghuninya pergi.
well, meski cuma beberapa kilometer di seberang sana sih.
eh, ga seberang ya?
hahaha.
nvm.
the good news is, setelah ngeliat bantal2 berserakan itu, aku jadi punya inspirasi.
buat bikin cerpen untuk jawapos yg sempet tertunda dulu itu.
OHYEAH :3
last but not least, semi-quote ini saya kutip dari Setetes Embun Malam.
bagian epilog, kalimat terakhir.
AWW :3
just drank a small bottle of strawberry yogurt...
yumm.
kay, back to topic.
first, saya mau merevisi dulu.
di post sebelumnya yg aku bilang "september", sebenernya "agustus".
kay?
haha, shorter time.
but still too long for me. :(
so im gonna make a new one when i get some ideas. :)
second, it's less than 21 hours and 30 minutes for her to go.
well...
nothing to say.
in fact, we cant stop the time to tic-toc.
it just keep running.
OHYEAH.
i hope this is gonna be surprising.
back for awhile. :)
reallyyy.
kay, just like what i said before, i sent my SS to GagasMedia yesterday.
and...
it's a bit stupid, eh?
the fact is, i just can choose between jawapos or gagasmedia, not both of them.
except, if my SS is not chosen.
but i'll know that info when september comes.
ah, i won't be able to wait that long...
so, i guess, i'll make the new one.
still have no ideas.
p.s: WHAT? IT'S ALREADY FRIDAY? -_____-"
WELCOME, JULY! :)
i hope this month is gonna be my lucky month to reach #mydream.
hahaha.
well, actually you don't need "luckiness", but "struggle".
ryt? :)
anyway, i bring a good news today.
i just finished my "project" this morning.
WOOHOO!
well, it's still for surprise, so i won't tell you now. ;)
but, promise you, i'll tell you ASAP.
kay?
YAY! :3
can't wait for her reaction!
==" hahaha.
should i continue the countdown, huh?
i think no.
p.s: i just sent my SS again to GagasMedia's blog, using the right line spacing. :P
